Something I have realised

Well, I have my practical on the 11th July. However I am really quite calm because I have realised something important, a conclusion I have reached while talking to a colleague. So all you nursing students out there, from around the world, remember this:

We have been working for 4 years. We know the skills, we know what we have to do. The important thing now is the frame of mind, which can't be learnt, but has to be conditioned.

Be calm. Think a lot and give it everything you've got.

nurse life soon coming to an end, hopefully

i finished my written finals, i now have my practical, hopefull i pass everything and graduate in november.

when i started writing nurse life, in first year, i was really insensitive, really green and i hardly even knew what nursing was really all about. and now that student nurse life is soon coming to an end, its really strange to look back and notice how much i have changed.

life will change.
people change.
situations change.
and its all very strange.

even if i do fail everything and don't manage to graduate (oh God help me if this thing does happen) everything will still change for me. but i try not to think of such horrific nightmares.

i have been walking around like a zombie...after getting out of exam mode, its like im awaiting some impending doom until the results come out, so even though I am very happy to have finished the written work, it is not a secure happiness. anything could happen now. and my future depends on this.

i guess i have to just wait and see. i hope luck will be on my side, but most of all, i hope God is on my side...i kind of have a feeling He is.