terse nurse
I'm making a conscious effort to stay away from nursing for a while. After my disastrous practical I have developed a sort of revulsion to the whole profession. I just hope it will pass in the next 2 weeks.
The problem is that staying away from nursing sort of throws out a whole portion of my character...
The sweet, endearing nurse. Personally, I'm really quite sick of this persona which I consistently seem to hide behind, being concerned with everyone else's well being and kicking my own to the kerb. I hate the way people see me. I hate what they think I am.
This sounds really teenage right? Yeah it does. Well, I don't give a shit. Everyone feels these things all the time. Then you get those bullshitters who say they don't care what anybody thinks of them. Liars. You are all liars.
Its such a case of Whats my view? well, how am I supposed to know. Whats to review? well, how objective can I be?
I don't want to quit nursing. I love nursing. But whoever invented the expression "Getting there is half the fun" should be dragged out into the road and shot.
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